Once I pinpointed the thing that was bothering me I realized I don’t want to be friends anymore. I love sending links of things that I think other people would enjoy but I no longer feel the urge, not to this friend anymore.
Why would I want to associate myself with someone that’s sexist? I’m going to surround myself with better people.
Filed under: friendships, in my opinion, people, problems
Sometimes I like telling you lovely pretend moments attached with a “Don’t tell a soul” just to see how far it can travel. Just checking that you can’t keep promises
just like I thought.
Filed under: people, problems, secrets
He has sexist views
Filed under: Uncategorized
It’s not boys or books that’ll fill this hole. It’s me. I’ve been looking in the wrong places, trying to find what doesn’t exist.
I’m responsible for my future.
Filed under: me
I don’t understand why suddenly you’re trying to talk to me differently.
Can’t we go back to talking because you have something to say? It’s so weird right now.
Filed under: friendships
April 16, 2015 • 10:07 pm
I keep projecting.
Filed under: feelings
Not like sing the refrain,
Chanter le refrain de la chanson,
Because that happens over and over again,
Encore et encore,
But refrain from messaging him.
But I guess that’s something I have to stop myself from doing
Over and over again
Taking you out of the equation
We talked about everything that mattered
All the little things
You know exactly what I want to hear
It makes it so easy to manipulate me
Into thinking things are different
If you didn’t notice
I’m not telling you
You reply for the validation
The ego boost.
Stand back and look.
Read what he told you.
Filed under: feelings, poem, angst
April 14, 2015 • 11:01 am
When did it become okay to keep conversations going with a “How are you”
when you’re so-called taking initiative to keeping it going
but really putting the onus on the other person
to keep it interesting?
Filed under: feelings, poem