ta reese a: tease era


A bit worrisome

The fact that he’s willing to drive halfway across the city to make sure I’m safe worries me.

We talk a lot. Too much?

Filed under: feelings, friendships, life

you don’t know

you don’t know black and white from grey.

you live in grey. the if I can get away with it I will.

how can you use me as an example of

what not to do

when you don’t even know the situation?

you have no idea how sick I was of the bureaucracy,

the ageism,

the uninformed insults,

the way you tried to use me

to further your agenda.

It’s gross that you did it behind my back

when you’re the ones that are supposed to have my back.

Capitalistic world.

we are, we are.

Filed under: in my opinion, ,

I miss feeling like I belong

I think that’s why lately, I’ve been searching for blogs to read, books with characters I can relate to, strangers that’ll reply, anything. I feel so out of touch with people. There are so many Let’s meet up sometime good intentions that never materialize. It’s the polite thing to say that never requires that polite thing to do.

So sometimes even if I’m tired of talking to this one friend, I pause a bit and then keep it going because I know how much it sucks to not receive a reply. And honestly, he’s one of those texting superheroes that’ll double text when I don’t reply. Keep that conversation going when I let it die. #1 friend right there. Insta-replies too. None of that “seen” and no reply business.

There are some people I haven’t talk to in person in months and honestly I feel like in person, I wouldn’t be able to think of anything to say. Like we might plan to meet up and then sit there in silence and end up talking about food.

Filed under: feelings, friendships

only when I care

do I call you out on things that bother me. If I feel like we’re going to be in each other’s lives for a long time, I make sure that we’re both the best people we can be.

As in no microaggressions

Filed under: feelings, friendships

we will remember

I still can’t really beileve what happened yesterday. Rest in peace

O Canada

Filed under: feelings

what happened today

I saw someone I once knew. I approached him and told him we had class together once upon a long time ago. He had no idea who I was. He was surprised that I remembered him. How?

Certainly it was because my friend at the time had a giant crush on him. I mention her name as someone who was also in our class. He has no recollection. A shame. I tell him instead that it’s because of his constant participation that I remembered his face and his name (there really was no need on my part for a re-introduction).

Filed under: life, ,

I’m a walking book advertisement

I spend so much time on public transit reading and waving books in faces that I’m really a book-sized ad for at least 2 hours everyday.

I’m conflicted on what should be my next read: Sophie Kinsella’s Shopaholic to the Stars, Jodi Picoult’s Leaving Time, or Graeme Simsion’s The Rosie Effect? All of them have the potential to be one night (as in straight into the early AMs) reads.

Filed under: books

You might be grossed out

I read a lot and I know the types of books that I’ll enjoy. Sometimes I receive books that I know I wouldn’t want to create time to read. (Because come on now, we’re all busy people who have to make time for things that we truly value.) With these books, I send them to the washroom. These are the books that I’ll read when I have absolutely nothing else to do. I mean, I know some people like using their phones in there, but if there’s a book that I’ll honestly never pick up otherwise, it becomes a bathroom book.

Filed under: books

Work & cliques

How do you feel like you fit in when they’re so non-inviting?

Also lately…
I see the bottle of bleach and I think
It’s so easy
Why are there no glass barriers?
I see the traffic and I think
It’s so easy
Why do we stand alone?
Those sidewalks

If you had a moment of confusion or sadness or daringness
It’s so easy

Filed under: life, problems

I will wait

If I wait a bit longer, I would probably have long enough hair to donate the 8 inches.

The wind is supposed to reach gusts of 40 km/h today. I’m staying on land but hope those on the water stay safe.

Filed under: random

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